i dont wanna be the music box..............

hello D


so
here i am again, after a long long time. around a year have past, a lot has changed
i got a job a nice one , shifted to my own room left the pg, i hv a nice small  library, i always wanted one, a cozy room in which i can be myself. pretty good right?
 but apart from that i hv changed
i use to be so emotional that every little titsy bitsy thing got me upset, but now i think after  a long time of ....... what do u call it LIFE i guess i am somewhat strong, it does effect me but now noonw can know that it does, some may think i hv became heartless , but watever......

my birthday is coming up n people askin "wat u want this bday?" n when i think about it i am blank..
i dnt know wat i want or i guess i m fed up of expecting something good n never getting it...
after many many attemps of crying out loud that wati want n wat i like m on shut down mode.
i dnt share my feelings with anyone, i dnt say wat i really want or mean , n its not good i hv became more sarcastic, morbid, and irritated all the time, and thats not good

i hv became like that music box which has awesome n lots of song inside it but everyone forgets about it and after a time it becomes stiff and doesn't play even people try...
i dont wanna be the music box................

home

The place where I never walk
but jump, scroll, swing and never move straight
The place where i never talk
I speak endlessly, shout,  and shiver the whole building
with my loud music and and singing along with it
The place where my silly songs in silly voice never got stopped
The place where my infinite complaints about random things are never judged
The place where no matter what i do
I am always loved
THE PLACE IS HOME <3 br="br">

I want a love story

I want a love story
LIKE MY MUM AND DAD HAVE ♥ ♥ ♥

where it may not express always
but wen she is sick he holds her and tell to rest and it will be okay
wen he tells story about the messy bed she makes while sleeping whole curly
dat if it was perfect she wasn't a girl
no matter if he forget to praise her cooking every time but
where he always reminds what makes her happy
when she feels cold he invite her under his blanket to warm her
when he takes her side even when he knows she is annoyingly wrong
always be by her  side and gives moral
and no matter how mature they get its always the same
I want a love story
LIKE MY MUM AND DAD HAVE ♥ ♥ ♥

GUY MUST UNDERSTAND

a guy should understand that having  a girl( who gives them evrything, loves, nourishes them and  stay with them no matter what and how u treat her...)  is not your birth right and u don't own her and u cant act like she has/have to do as u say, its a privilege which you should be proud of and be humble about it, and not be an arrogant **** and  be thankfull....

Love Grows....

As the time passed
every moment i feel that my love and attachment towards my family is increasingas i began to understand myself the first thing i realized i am nothing without them the bond we have is unbreakable
we are completewe don't need anyone else
the love care and feel we have for each other
nothing can change it..............

yun hi chalte chalte

kyun aati hai tumhari yaad

kyun us wakt har chehra

ek aaina aur usme teri tasvir si hoti hai??

kyun aksar yaad aati hai tumhari

aur har ek yad tarannoom si hoti hai??

kyun har wakt rehta hai tera khayal dil me

aur zabaan pe nashukri si hoti hai??

bas koi itna bata do

kya ye mohabbat aisi hi hoti hai??

me

Inconsistency and confusion describe the characteristics profile of an Aquarius female. The same goes for her love life too. She is very loyal, but at the same time, she is also a little detached and not extremely emotional. She will be committed and remain faithful too, but do not try to bind her. Let her enjoy her freedom and in return, she will come back to you when she gets tired of her expeditions. Her dreams are very different from that of a normal female and she hums a different tune, which most of us have not even heard of.

An Aquarian female is like a butterfly, which sits on every flower, but belongs to none. She loves her freedom and if you can accept this, she will love you even more. Within her boundless limits, her love will also be limitless. Position and power matter to her more than money and bank balance. If you want her to fall in love with you, be true and honest, not only to others, but also to yourself. You don't need to follow her rules. You can form your own code of ethics, but be sure to live by them.

Passion is not one of the personality traits of Aquarian girl. Rather, her love will be subtle and unassuming. She is intense, but may prefer to be platonic most of the time. Hosting as well as attending parties comes naturally to her and she will always be a social delight. She will trust you completely and will not be unduly suspicious of your activities. You will also not be bothered by too much jealousy or possessiveness on her part. Her trust arises from the fact that before committing, she had dissected your behavior under a microscope.

Only after being convinced of your integrity did she take the next step.. Still, if you become unfaithful to her, she will be extremely hurt and is likely to remember the wound for a long time. With an Aquarian female, out of sight means out of mind too. So, make sure to be around here always. She has a very strong will power. If she thinks the relationship is not working and has no chances of improving also, she will break it right away; though doing so may tear her heart into two pieces. Like every Aquarian, she will remember her first love throughout her life.

It's no use getting upset, better be the first love in her life. She will never ever be dishonest in a relationship and even if she indulges in an extra-marital affair, it will end before it even started. She will always try to know your deepest thoughts and secrets, but her own dreams will be beyond your reach. Conversing with an Aquarian female is usually a delight because of her charming manners. Her mind is quite unpredictable and you will find it hard keeping track. She will live in the present, then suddenly be wistful about yesterday and then, become enthusiastic about tomorrow.

She may talk about fairies one day and discard elves as humbug, the other. Never look down on her or she might never look upto you. She respects you and will expect the same in return. As mothers, Aquarian women tend to be very loving and caring. Though in the beginning, they may be a little nervous about the whole idea of motherhood. But once they become comfortable with it, it will come to them naturally. An Aquarius female may find it difficult to express her love in the form of hugs and kisses and you will have to teach her that. She will never overburden the kids with protection.

At the same time, she will always be a patient listener to their childhood and adolescent problems. Teaching them discipline will also be your responsibility. However, for all this to happen you will have to convince her to get married and this certainly isn't an easy job. You will also have to teach her romance, since expressing emotions does not come too easily to her. She will happily hold your hand and walk besides you, but don't expect her to gaze into your eyes for hours at a stretch.

Don't smother your Aquarian girl with too much closeness, she needs her space and will give you, yours too. Things like suspicion, possessiveness, chauvinism and criticism turn her off. Just be nice to her odd bunch of friends and she will warmly welcome yours into the house. Make use of her intuition and insight, it may help you in solving a problem or two. It may seem like wishful thinking now, but then, remember she looks in the future. Hold her hand and she will let you see the future too, where both of you are cozily living together!