Saturday, November 8, 2014

i wonder

Sometimes I wonder Y do I sleep with so many toys a Teddy, two huggibears, three pillows So much that there is no such space left for anyone but for me to get cozy. Is it because I feel lonely? Or I cant sleep alone? Or I really fel sad and dnt want to accept it Why? Since I was a kid I never liked softoys or teddies I was never wood over cute chubby puppies. Then why I am like this now?............................

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

I am what I am

I am what I am
just because i smile
doesnt mean m not serious
just because i laugh at every moment
doesnt mean i dnt take things seriously
just because i seem carefree
doesnt mean i dnt care about anything or
i dont worry about it....
I am what I am
its just i try to hold on as much as i can
but my smile is misunderstood by attitude
laugh by mischief
language by rudeness
I am what I am
i may seem an open book
but i have hidden chapters
which still needs to be unlocked
i may seem clear as a river
but i have cyclones
far deep inside
I am what I am
i may seem calm as ocean
but i have sea monsters prevailing in me
I am what I am
just because i smile
doesnt mean m not serious
just because i laugh at every moment
doesnt mean i dnt take things seriously
just because i seem carefree
doesnt mean i dnt care about anything or
i dont worry about it....
I am what I am
its just i try to hold on as much as i can
but my smile is misunderstood by attitude
laugh by mischief
language by rudeness
I am what I am
i may seem an open book
but i have hidden chapters
which still needs to be unlocked
i may seem clear as a river
but i have cyclones
far deep inside
I am what I am
i may seem bitchy
but m not hurt full
i may seem rude
but i am not heartless
i may seem like i hate you
but inside m dying for u to get me
I am what I am
i may seem i wanna kill you
but i want nothing but the happiness for you
I am what I am
i may seem like
i would turn the world upside down
if i dont get what i want
but i wont even let you know that its killing me
i will smile and stand by you
I am what I am
i may seem impossible to understand
but i cant help it
I am what I am
i dont trust anyone
but thats what keeping me safe till now
and no one ever came to break my belief
I am what I am
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