Bachpan......

Aajkal jaane kyu..

Khoya hua lagta hai kuch
Kaali raaton me
Chat ko taakte hue
Lagta hai kuch to tha
Kuch. To tha jo gayab hai

Haan… taare shayad
in nakli roshniyon me
Raunak dab gyi hai inki
Chamak dhundhla gyi hai shayad
Na maaloom ab ye Kya kehti hongi…
Kya koi baatein krta hoga unse ab bhi?
Ya ye b yu hin kho gyi hai
Is chakachaundh me….

Ya fir baarish hogi…
Uski boonde ab bhati nai utni
Jaise kabhi
Man ko lalcha jaati thi
Bijli ki garaj rom rom behka jaati thi
Haan magar yaad us
Kagaj ki naav aur unki race ki
Aaj bhi
Man loobha jaati hai…

Jaane Kya dhoondti hoo
Jhankti hui
Ghar k taako me…
Aur kabhi unpe rakhi kitabon me…
Kya bachpan unme hota hai?
Nai na?

Haan magar
Jab unhi kitbon se
ek mor ka pankh
Fisalata k god me aa girta hai….
Muskurahat aur kuch yaadon ke sath thora to bachpan laut aata hai…

Muddat beet gyi
Us bachpane se mile hue
Kya mujhe hi bas vo yaad aata hai?

kabhi kabhi

Kabhi hota hai yun bhi
Ki hota hai dil udaas
Aur muskurahat kahi gum ho jaye
Hota hai kabhi yun bhi 
Pura ghar suna ho jaye
Aur kisi ki yaad sataye
Gar ho aisa
To band kar lena ankhein tum apni
Ki khabon ki duniya bari haseen hai
Ki na gam ki ghanghor ghatayein hain isme
Na hi dard ki baarish hai
Band kar lo ankhein tum apni
Ki socho tum agar
To isme duniya samai hai....

what is it???

sometimes i wonder...
what is love? is it the same as they describe in the books or display in movies?
does it is  as pure, as compassionate, as innocent as they say it is?
does it really changes people?
does it actually doesn't care about who you are or how you look or is your heart pure and good?
or is it that painful as they say?
does it actually churn your heart and stops its beating and  does it really crush your heart and kills you inside?
what exactly is it??

If I could........

I am a demanding type of girl
I want everything from the world

if I could stay with someone
I want to stay with you

if I could hold something
I want to hold your hand forever

if I could look over something
I want to look at you forever & ever...

if I have to  just walk into oblivion
I want to walk with you

if I Have to stand
I want stand by your side...

if I have to just stay still
I would want to be still on your shoulder

if I have to imagine
I will imagine to be with you right now

if I have to dream
I will dream a future with you

if I could any anything in the world
I will have you and only you
as you are
and you mean to me the whole world

Micro Moments : 7

notice the kid behind the pole?

let me start with - do you notice the little kid behind the pole? YES ? now who is he?
He is the son of the person who sell tobacco & snacks at the roadside at my bus stop of my office. and I watch him almost everyday some days when mom is not around he even deals with the customers. :) he has a brother too who always keeps fighting and playing at the same time, and do you notice the small tap at the left corner? thats the portable water selling stand. the guy who own this is a friendly guy how i know? he always plays with the kids and never stops the lill one from his cute mischiefs.
so here can you guess what this small yet curious guy doing??
well HE IS GUIDING & INSTRUCTING THE WORKERS TO HOW THEY LEFT A CORNER UNDONE :P
and to my surprise they actually listen and the leader heard the kid very patiently and acc to his wish told his workers to fix the spot.
this whole incidence was so cute and refreshing that I couldn't help but click a pic of the kid before he eloped..
     

IS MOON REALLY A COMPLIMENT? ??

So I went to this place few days ago and as I was sitting there the lady who owned the place was playing some old songs one by one... After a while I started to put my attention towards the lyrics and I noticed something - every other song had moon in it. Either it was used as a prop or described for the nature but mostly it was used for comparison with the female's face in order to prove that they are beautiful. .
Ye chand sa roshan chehra (your face is full of light as moon) Chand si mehbooba ho meri(I wish someone as pretty as moon for me)
Mera Chand mujhe aya hai nazar ( i have seen my moon in you )
mere samne wali khidki me ek chand ka tukra rehta hai ( the girl who lives next door is a soul of moon)
chand se mukhra kyu sharmaya ( why a moon face is so shy?) 0.0
Choudavi ka chand ho, ya afatab ho. ( are you a full moon or a spark )


Etc etc And I started to wonder- is moon really a compliment? ? What exactly is moon? A sattalite which doesn't have its own light but it absorbs sun's, its full of holes which are visible from the earth, its not consistent it changes each day and dissappear after every few days..... Then tell me oo so sincere writers When you are saying the love of ur life is like moon what exactly are you saying? Are you saying that she is a parasite sucking the light of your life? Or you're saying that she is full of imperfections and issues? Or you're saying that as moon is such a regular thing now that being there is no big deal that your girl is like any other person? Or are you are saying that as the moon changes its persona each day your girl has infinite number of faces and you can't figure out how is she in reality?? So here's my question again IS MOON REALLY A COMPLIMENT? ??

meri maa...

Jo tu hoti yahan
Sir rakh k so jati
God me teri..
Jo hoti tu yahan
Sir mera dabati
Aur sehlate hue sulati.. .
Thori udaas jo hoti main
Jo thora hoti pareshan
Tere kandhe pe sir rakh k roti main
Jo tu hoti yahan
Yaad aye to kya karun
Ki ro b to nai sakti
Tu jaan jaati hai aur
Hoti hai behaal
Kaash tu hoti yaha
Ki yaad aati hai
Mujhe meri maaa.. ..